"...poof"

"...poof"

I was anxious,...like everyone else. So used my dark matter pocket watch, and portaled. 9:23pm Saturday June 14th, 1958 CE Queens.
This to my aunt Agnes's house. 
There through the window she was at the TV with my cousin Henry. 

How I miss them.

I watched a few minutes then walked on.
'Wandered to the Dairy Queen...these were somewhat new at the time. I had a vanilla cone, and chatted with the lone clerk. He asked about how I was dressed. I said I was from 2019. Came to look up family. 
He took it at face value. I said "...for me they all passed long ago." He nodded. He was cool. 

I paid with a future $5 dollar bill. Shimmered 'poof', and was gone.

"Time, and Again"

"Time, and Again"

I'm unstuck in time again. I had thought this was Wednesday. Turns out it's Monday evening. ???!! This happens. Time is so relative to what you are or are not doing.

"...newsroom"

"...newsroom"

I did these doll shoots 12 years ago. I was just looking at it.

Ya know I always sort of liked it.

I loves e'm all, but have favs.

I shot it in the News Room of that station.

The one I wasted my life at.

These as I recall shot after mid-nite in a recording booth.

Click enlage.

"I'm a total fraud, but a nice one"

"I'm a total fraud, but a nice one"

One has to see beyond the immediate.

The complexities of where, and when we are,

and who we think we are.

One has to stand outside of idenity, and time.

"Ask for our Veterans Rates"

"Ask for our Veterans Rates"

A Clergyman from Zimbabwe, Pastor Tito Watts and his wife, Amanda, were arrested for selling tickets to heaven to church members.

According to Egypt Today, the police disclosed that he pastor and his partner scammed several people into buying the tickets for $500 U.S.

It was added that, the tickets is to get people into heaven without facing judgments. 

The police further disclosed that Pastor Watts church members have called for the release of the man of God. Watts reportedly told those who sought salvation that the tickets were made from solid gold and each ticket reserved the buyer a place in heaven.

( mystatenews.com )

Mind you the above is internet news so ya know. Still it makes sense. It's been done countless times before. I mean that whole collection box tithe thing. In Holy Mother Church even in my lifetime one could buy indulgences for time off from purgatory.

The commercial meeting of Iron Age myths, and 21st century predatory capitalism is always entertaining. ...sort of like life insurance.

Tickets to Hell as we know are free to all comers.

Above I of course already have mine.

I can hardly wait.

"...couldn't hurt"

"...couldn't hurt"

Maybe if I took lots of Meth, and Booze.

That, and wore a Space Pilot Helmet.

Ya know the one with the electric propeller.

Humm,...things might get better.

I mean shit,...my dreams are grey I mean actually dark grey.

All the color is washed out of them.

This has never happened before. These are bad times.

If I could still afford one this would freak out my shrink.

This shit makes jury duty look good.

What's going on,...well.

Suffice to say it's just bad. Pain loss nuttiness confusion. 

Fuck it I don't care about dropping dead.

It's just that it's taking so long.

That, and it's annoying, and fucked up along the way.

I don't want to bother anyone for anything.

I just want to be left the fuck alone.

And depart alone as I've had to live alone.

On the upside I have ice cream.

BTW

Happy Memorial Day.

You're suppose to remember them guys'n gals 

that got their arms legs balls faces, and tits shot off for you.

This in all them wars you know nothing about.

The beer, and Bar-B-Q isn't really the point of this.

Not them sales or fireworks neither.

IT'S ABOUT THEM.

But then most oblivious fuckers don't know or care.

So they can rot in fucking hell.

"...cool"

"...cool"

Having a bunch of fucked up difficult days.

Bottom line I'm still breathing.

That, and causing Trouble.

So it's cool.

"Yeah We Went to the Moon!"

"Yeah We Went to the Moon!"

 "Yeah we went to the Bleeping MOON! 

Now Shut the Fuck UP!!!!!!!!!!!"

You Cultural Veterans out there  will remember "Paradise Now" as the name of a Swell Brave Brilliant Fun Life Changing play by the "Living Theater" back in the Sixties. That plea kindness, and sanity still echo's in our society. 

The "Blue Wave" of Women when they took control of Congress in the 2018 elections was the latest expression of that desire. A world where all is shared, and introspection is a given. 

In the West we've been trying to bring such a world about for some centuries now. At least since the Peasant Revolts of the middle ages.  

Thanks to the Enlightenment the founding of the United States of America is an inconsistent ongoing try.  The attempted revolutions of the 19th, and 20th centuries...sadly just made things worse.

The 17th century Diggers of Britain. Google them folks. Perhaps the Great Grand Parents of assorted Utopians since...Abolitionists Suffragettes Beats Hippies early Civil, and Sexual Rights movements, and bunches of weird artists, and various visionaries', and nutters with hearts of gold.

Hakim Bey Ralph Chubb Allen Ginsberg James Baldwin Walt Whitman, and Harry Hay among many others known, and unknown come to mind.

Them diggers like the recent Beatniks Civil Rights folks Hippies Occupiers, and Blue Wavers just wanted the fucking Peaceable Kingdom.

They all wanted the goods produced to be held in common,...the land too. 

Basically all should be happy, and free with no one should living in want. The whole messy lot of us should share, and help all around us, and basically have a good time.

The Christians started out this way sort of before they became a religion, and started burning books, and people at the stake.

Pessimists would say that "We can Dream it, but still can't Do it". I think that Paradise is hard. Hard to dream, and Hard to make...not impossible, just Hard.

Making the Atomic bomb was hard too. 

However with total dedication, and the use of vast resources they made the damned thing,...and then plenty more of them. The maniacs have been refining it all ever since.

Imagine...remember the song?

Imagine if that sort of dedication vast resources, and some Pixie Dust were put towards the "Paradise Project".

I like that: "The Paradise Project"

Unlike the Manhattan Project nothing would be secret it would all be out in the open for all to see, and if they wanted to help with it. 

"Hey what are you folks doing?"

"...eh,...building the Golden Age,...I think...wanna help?

That's what we're doing. That's what thoughtful folks have been part of for all these centuries That's what we have to keep at no matter what. Just fucking do what you can, and hook up with others when you can. 

We'll get there.